Really Scared Lyrics - Singles - Lil Dicky

Yeah, I feel like people are really weird about admitting when they're scared 

If you're not scared ever, you're just lying or something. You're being weird 

Ten days in the Bay left 

And I don't mean to overthink that 

Got a one-way straight to LAX 

And I ain't blinked yet 

I know you think that 

I done figured out this whole thing 

Like where is chink at? 

Segue to Lil Dicky getting bigger than Yao Ming 

But can I shrink that? Where my shrink at? 

I don't know what to feel, everything has gotten totally real 

Everything I always wanted right in front of me with nobody near 

So it's weird that I'm overly scared, but I'm so unprepared 

Holding a beer, I'm witholding the fear 

Not in the clear but I'm kind of revered 

And yeah I might appear like the chill type 

The veneer's not real in the real-life 

What it feel like? 

Thanksgiving I was missing, I ain't even miss 'em 

Girlfriend hella distant, I ain't even listen 

Only shit I really care about is spittin writtens 

This is the beginning 

I'm just getting into the game 

My world's not spinning the same 

The shit looking like it's bigger than Dave 

It's so crazy 

But when all this sit in the stake 

I can't brake 

Even if I'm afraid it might change me 

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If you let me 

You know I could get deep 

Really hope you ready 

I'm coming through 

Running you 

That's what I do 

Just know that it's all for you 

So what you gonna choose? 

Afraid to say OK 

And I know I'm not gonna get in the way 

But I'm afraid 

Who I want to be is what I became 

But I'm ashamed 

Ain't no coming back 

Facing what I wanted 

But it's all fucking weird 

And now I'm really scared 

Photos 

I ain't made from the projects 

But you know I treat the game like a project 

So you know it's not the same kind of progress 

Different process, but I digress 

Other rappers didn't blow overnight 

They ain't have a 9-5 that was totally ripe 

They was all up on the grind from the moment they write 

At 25, hadn't even done a show in my life 

It's like - "Damn, I'm a rapper, how did that happen?" 

I was making ass then back when 

Only used to rapping to my Mac then 

Youtube views came in, like "Shoot, let's practice" 

Trying to tell you I'm not bred for this shit 

Despite that, feeling like I'm meant for this shit 

But like that, everything depends on this shit? 

And I ain't betting against it 

But I ain't had a moment to reflect what I'm betting against it 

I'm next even though it's pretentious, I sense it 

Relentlous, but it leave me defenseless 

I guess I should learn to accept it but it's hectic 

Oh, you want a condensed list? 

I'm worried that I'm about to give my all to it, 100% 

You ain't got to know it all to discover what's left 

Pretty fucking intense 

And I'm worried that I got a lot of gall when it comes to success 

Telling y'all that it's 100% 

But what happens if I fall short of what I call the surest of bets? 

Cause what's 100%? 

What's 100% is that it'll take a lot to make me content 

And I'm about to chase around a legend that I fucking invented 

While I'm neglecting everybody that I love and respected 

Because I hate the thought of coming in second 

And I don't want to do no second guessing when it comes to progressing 

Because I really couldn't stomach regretting my effort 

When I'm at the end and I'm assessing if I could have done better 

I better be able to be it or never, or be the best ever 

But if somehow I'm really that special then I'm about to deal with mad pressure 

I fear that when I finish my assessment I'mma be in depression 

Because I'll see a lot of me is regressing 

It's obvious to me that to be the best a lot of me is repressing itself 

I wonder what I'll see in reflections? 

I wonder if I'll run into a woman, cool, but come in second 

Or if I'm bound to be the fool at the weddings 

Alone and regretting the whole thing 

Now you're seeing why it's so big 

What would y'all do if y'all were the old me? 

Get involved and you gotta give the whole thing 

This is no fling, this devoting 

Every motherfucking part of yourself 

No matter whatever the cards you was dealt 

You going all in 

I don't know about y'all, but I'm gone 

And I don't know if I'm balling or balling 

If you let me 

You know I could get deep 

Really hope you ready 

I'm coming through 

Running you 

That's what I do 

Just know that it's all for you 

So what you gonna choose? 

Afraid to say OK 

And I know I'm not gonna get in the way 

But I'm afraid 

Who I want to be is what I became 

But I'm ashamed 

Ain't no coming back 

Facing what I wanted 

But it's all fucking weird 

And now I'm really scared