Tortures Of The Damned Lyrics - Bayside

I hate myself more than I ever let on 

I'm burnt out at twenty two 

I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young 

But I chose this cup that I drank from 

Knew what I was getting into 

But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in 

I'm ashamed of myself, an unspeakable sin 

That I've committed and 

I've made mistakes, but I'll find my way 

There's no explanation for (There's no explanation for) 

The things I've failed at before (The things I've failed at before) 

They can't hold my hand 

It just hurts to be a man 

Through the tortures of the damned 

Of the damned 

If I only had an ax 

I'd sever the ties I've made with the world 

Maybe I can be a stranger in a strange place 

If I start now, maybe I can be saved 

If I only had a mask 

I'd cover these bleeding eyes 

They're bloodshot now, but they'll be black by dawn 

If I wake up now, I can be pure again 

I've made mistakes, but I'll find my way 

There's no explanation for (There's no explanation for) 

The things I've failed at before (The things I've failed at before) 

They can't hold my hand 

It just hurts to be a man 

Through the tortures of the damned 

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks 

With my back towards the last train leaving town 

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks 

With my back towards the last train leaving town 

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks 

With my back towards the last train leaving town 

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks 

With my back towards the last train leaving town 

I've made mistakes...but I'll find my way 

There's no explanation for (There's no explanation for) 

The things I've failed at before (The things I've failed at before) 

They can't hold my hand 

It just hurts to be a man 

(Through the tortures of the damned) 

I've made mistakes, but I'll find my way 

There's no explanation for (There's no explanation for) 

The things I've failed at before (The things I've failed at before) 

They can't hold my hand 

It just hurts to be a man 

Through the tortures of the damned 

I've made mistakes, but I'll find my way 

There's no explanation for (There's no explanation for) 

The things I've failed at before (The things I've failed at before) 

They can't hold my hand 

It just hurts to be a man 

Through the tortures of the damned 

Of the damned