Evaporated Lyrics - Whatever & Ever Amen - Ben Folds

What I've kept with me 

And what I've thrown away 

And where the hell I've ended up 

On this glary, random day 

Were the things I really cared about 

Just left along the away 

For being too pent up and proud 

Woke up way too late 

Feeling hungover and old 

And the sun was shining bright 

And I walked barefoot down the road 

Started thinking 'bout my old man 

It seems that all I want to get into a car and go 

Anywhere 

Here I stand 

Sad and free 

I can't cry 

And I can't see 

What I've done 

Oh God what have I done? 

Don't you know I'm numb, man 

No I can't feel a thing at all 

'Cause it's all smiles and business these days 

And I'm indifferent to the loss 

I think that there's a soul somewhere 

That's leading me around 

I wonder if she knows which way is down 

Here I stand 

Sad and free 

I can't cry 

And I can't see 

What I've done 

Oh God what have I done? 

I poured my heart out 

I poured my heart out 

It evaporated 

See 

Blind man on a canyon's edge 

Of a panoramic scene 

Maybe I'm kite that's flying high and random 

Dangling on a string 

Or slumped over in a vacant room 

Head on a stranger's knee 

I'm sure back home 

They think I've lost my mind 

Here I stand 

Sad and free 

I can't cry 

And I can't see 

What I've done 

Oh God what have I done?