Fear Lyrics - Strangeulation - Tech N9ne

(Fear) This was the moment I feared 

(Fear) This was the moment I feared 

(Fear) This was the moment I feared 

(Fear) This was the moment I feared 

Reoccurring dream, I was falling 

Droppin' from something tall 

And Jesus name that I'm calling 

This is pretty deep how I'mma decorate the city street 

Little bitty pieces there's really gonna be some chalky drawings 

In this dream I had, when I land 

I can taste the blood, I can smell the concrete 

And I can feel my bones crush on a calm street 

Dark and desolate, my heart I never get 

Another beat I'm gonna be other head to split, my hell is credited 

Where the red is in, I'm down and dead admit in light I'm dreadin' this 

If we're created of God than predestination 

Should not be looked at as odd, when we're blessed to wake in- 

Side of a dream, like I've been here before 

And we sum it up with some french expression like we didn't hear the lord 

So I'm hopin' and prayin' 

That I won't be opened and sprayin' 

In real life and it's just a dream, and it's not a thing that can sway my view 

But my fear is that I end up layin' and ready for decayin' 

What I thought was a dream now it's Déjà vu 

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(Fear) 

If I fall will the angels catch me? 

Or in it all is it my destiny? 

Is there a sound when the ground absorbs me? 

Or a dream tellin' me my story 

I called up my mother, but who answered my brother 

He said "she real sick but I'm gonna put her on just tell her you love her" 

My heart it just fluttered when mama picked up she would utter 

"Who is this?" I said "Donnie", but she thought I was another 

Didn't even know me, and she's not an oldie 

It's the lupus or epilepsy 

Maybe the psychosis only 

"This your son I just called to say happy birthday" 

Not really knowin' me hit me in the worst way 

Then she said "Oh yeah, little Donnie, how you doin' in school?" 

I said "I'm 42, mommy!" 

I give my arm, leg, leg, arm, head if that means my momma get better 

Toughest thing to swallow is when someone who raised you, they gonna forget ya 

I'm feelin' sadness, I'm feelin' anger 

Steady praying for a higher power to come down and change it 

Rearrange her cause my fear is that the sickness in her mind 

In due time it'll make her son a stranger 

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A stranger to the one who raised us 

Nameless to the one who named us 

Back to the place where it all began 

I'm seeing heaven but I fear it's the end 

Taught to have faith in God 

Breakin' bread then we bakin' K.O.D 

Makin' plenty then spread it abroad 

Wash it down with a glass of Shiraz 

I try to walk the path of the righteous one 

But this life is one, that's full of strife, let's run 

To the mountain top 

What I'm 'bout to say if suckas starts to thinking this holy name 

I denounce then stop 

Man, I'm just sayin' 

I do a whole lot of prayin' 

And I wonder if it's listenin' to Aaron's nightly whisperin' 

'Bout mom in the tithe she's weakly payin' 

I know it's a blessing, that I raised kids cause I got skill 

And thank God that gangbang thing didn't bring me hot steel 

Now my mom's worse and a lot ill 

My fear is that this God I'm prayin' to for my mother is not real 

Extinguish me from this world of fire 

False teachings taught by liars 

Prayers that go in an empty asylum 

No salvation from this messiah