Just Say No Lyrics - Top Of The Line - Rittz

Dear Lord 

Please forgive me 

I'm so ashamed of everything that I've done 

I'm trying to be a better person, God 

I need your help 

Who the fuck gon' pick me up when I fall? 

Waiting on my Xanax to dissolve 

Eat a bar just to go on stage 

Just a bottle was a problem that I just can't solve 

On the "Slumerican Made Tour" last Fall 

Everything snowballed, lookin' back and I'm appalled 

Hit an all time low, had a two month binge 

On that Blow, and I know you heard that song 

But this real life 

Ever wake up from a drunk night like you pissed people off? 

That was me the whole tour 

When I got home, I was so embarrassed 

Had me feelin' like I need to call - Wolf 

And say "Sorry" for bein' so obnoxious 

And constantly actin' like a junky, a Jay 

On his bus doin' bumps, in my bunk 

In the dark, from my heart, and the A 

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God bless my soul 

Demons following me everywhere I go 

That temptation in my face I can't control 

Trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road 

Here I go 

Just say no! 

But I can't, goin' up to fans 

About to damn near beg for drugs 

Tellin' them I can get 'em into backstage 

If they get me some, my self-respect was gone 

I stayed up all night with Ounce and Big Henry 

Then go and get a room about 2 P.M 

Eating Xanax in the afternoon 

Cause I'm panicking from the Coke 

My heart, don't know what mood it's in 

I FaceTime with my girl in my room 

And when I finally fall asleep I make her watch 

It's a daily routine, I tell her I can't breathe 

And to keep an eye on me, just in case I stop 

Look at my face in shock 

My nose was so inflamed and swollen 

So much abuse to it that it got infected 

It's five times it's normal size 

Plus, I blew my knee out 

Drunk, tryin' to slap box a wrestler 

Up at Whistler center, about to hit the E.R 

It's hard to explain yourself 

Why your nose is the size of Gonzo's 

The doc knows you're a cocaine addict 

You can only blame yourself 

Here I am in the hospital bed 

But instead of regret, I'm thinking about the cocaine I left 

On the bus, I officially flushed 

I told my girl I'm okay, I'll be home in two days to rest 

I got home, but really all the damage was done 

Couldn't go out into public without being nervous 

And my dick didn't work for like a month 

Couldn't bend my knee up in physical therapy 

But as far as Coke and the urge, I was done 

Didn't learn shit, cause I did the same thing on the next tour run 

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God bless my soul 

Demons following me everywhere I go 

That temptation in my face I can't control 

Trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road 

Here I go 

Just say no! 

No! 

No! 

NO! 

Yeah.. 

Fuck it, give me some 

I'll do a little bit 

Yeah.. 

Fuck...