I'm No Good Lyrics - Top Of The Line - Rittz

Yeah 

Sometimes I just get fucking pissed off 

I just get sick of all this bullshit 

Shit's sad growing up in the gutter 

But I met a lot of kids, want to be like I am 

It's weird, people see you on the come up 

Then you happy with some money but I'm meaning I'm pissed 

My girlfriend knows that I love her 

But I mentally abuse her and I treat her like shit 

We both suicidal, she a cutter 

All I do is self-loath, what's the reason I live? 

We'd just empty liquor bottles in the cupboard 

Lying to each other like next week we'll quit 

Get drunk, make a straw outta dollar 

But it's okay, it's only cocaine, not meth 

My family looking at me like a fuck up 

And they're right, and I don't want to disappoint my twin 

I pray one day I'll recover 

But it's like I'm tryin' to schedule an appointment with the - devil 

Lords knows that I don't wanna - die 

So I'm begging, praying help me please 

I lie like [?] in the summer 

With anxiety and I ain't got no self-esteem 

A lot of people are going wanna tell me shut up 

Cause they got it way worse, I'm a selfish piece of shit 

Make a motherfucker wonder, what it's gonna take for me to change mentally 

Bags underneath my eyes cause I lift too fast 

Grey hairs on my beard 

Feelin' like I can't breath if I don't take a pill so I'm always on a Xan 

Drink a bottle every night 

I feel the done damage to my liver 

I ain't ever been this fat and disgusting 

I don't wanna rap, I wanna nap on my love-seat 

I ain't sayin' this to get no pity, I'm just feelin' shitty lookin' like a piece of metal rusting and trust me 

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And I don't really like 

The person I've become 

This isn't who I thought I would turn into when I was young 

But now I'm grown and they say I'm 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

I'm just a drug addict, drunk, I'm 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

They say I need to turn my life around 

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I don't know, maybe I'm a hater 

I'm supposed to write a rap, but I hate rap now 

Stop breathin' when I'm sleeping then I wake up 

Still in my clothes, can't remember how I passed out 

Lately I'm an angry drunk am I'm afraid I 

Might have been a dick, best friend's gettin' cussed out 

But, fucker then I guess I found a liter 

What I done, 'nother hungover day bummed out 

Ooh shit I didn't know who was at [?] 

Nose bleedin', trying to act like I ain't sniff shit 

People think they're motivating me to take up a different lifestyle 

Fuck them and their Fitbit 

They just wanna help but don't appreciate uh 

Cause they love me, and they don't wanna see me die young 

Every day I'm dissapointin' my creator 

I've been strugglin' to get up, but the hole I dug 

Lately I've been switchin' over to the vapor 

Chain smokin Newports [?] 

I can see my future and it's [?] 

Girl cryin' to the operator, calling 9-1-1 

I tour, blessed to be an entertainer 

Been spendin' months away from home, there's nothing I find fun 

Signed a record deal, I love the record label 

Three albums later, I'm underrated when it's my time come 

Couldn't afford the tour bus, so I went and bought a van 

There's some money selling records, so I got to tour again 

I don't wanna bore the fans, so I bought a couple lights 

Plus some background singers, but I can't afford a band 

Jealous of these rich rappers and the money that they make 

I was up outside of Chili's having lunch and a lame 

Started routing for his team, and I scream, and I see 

Happy people wanna punch him in the face 

I'm ashamed cause 

I don't really like 

The person I've become 

This isn't who I thought I would turn into when I was young 

But now I'm grown and they say I'm 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

I'm just a drug addict, drunk, I'm 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

No Good 

They say I need to turn my life around 

Yeah! 

Ye-ye-ye-uh-yeah 

Ye-ye-ye-FUCK! 

Fuck it