Kurt Kobain Lyrics - Searching For Jerry Garcia - Proof

[Proof Talking] 

This my last letter right here 

Fuck this world, lets get the fuck outta here 

[Proof] 

I put my soul through the ink 

Bless a path with thoughts at my thoughts 

Before I grow extinct 

My back-bone disowned by zone 

Why rome called home? 

But now on I'm all alone 

Just Proof, no shine, no friends, just fans 

No wonder my hands, tight where the Internet ends 

I take back most of the flack 

The stress smokes, press me close to the crack 

Like my pops, the ghost of my past 

Dime and Mudd, JD and Stucky 

Lately I'm lucky, I don't hate me to touch me 

Maybe I'm ugly inside, but smiling to make it 

I love you dawg, and that's how ever you take it 

The fame is an illusion, I'm still loosing 

In this game, with the rules and.. 

I feel clueless, the streets with the hills blueless 

Cops knocking at the door, got me looking real foolish 

But I still do this, like I love it, even though I thug it 

Keep flossing lights in public, the subject y'all don't know 

Stars won't grow, who would dream that scars would show? 

Minus the MTV videos with slim 

"Up In Smoke" D-12, and many shows with Em 

It's still me dawg, no change for change 

It's strange, when it pours it rains 

I take it back.. 

[Chorus] 

I wish I could take it back, I wish I could take it back 

But it's too late 

I wish I could take it back, I wish I could take it back 

But it's too late 

[Proof] 

Always talking to snuk coke and he speak back 

Wish my first son was here to reach at 

Feeling detached 

My brother Earl, and Wayne, that bail money for jail, y'all can keep that 

I've been in deep before, ask (stalemen?) 

My hearts melting, tell the truth, I need help man 

I hearts big but by sins bigger 

Fuck the world, I don't feel like I can win niggaz 

It's like I'm lost and I find only demons 

I wanna quit, its like I'm tired of breathing 

So my stress confess to a famous song 

Em I love you, don't let this money change us dawg 

1st born, when I'm gone, grab the sign 

(Leave nothing?) with his cream and his mom 

And dear Mama, I use to hate you 

Now I relate to, everything you did to make proof 

I love you.. 

Take it back 

[Chorus] 

[Proof] 

All y'all see is Free from 106 and park 

Yall don't know I risk my heart with this apart 

From the streets, the groups, the friends, the foes 

The jewels, the dick lickers and the hoes 

What about me? 

Sheltered with no guidance 

Look at the finest, royal highness on some hot shit 

Still living with the liquor and bud 

Sometimes I wish for my demise, so I can kick it with Bugs 

I wish it was real between us all 

In the past, you should of seen us dawg 

I die for Em and save Hailie, brave maybe 

But just let them tears remove my grave Shady 

Kunive and Swift, alive as it get 

I meant to teach y'all niggaz to survive in this bitch 

If we die to be rich, that makes me happy 

And on another note, shit, don't hate me pappy 

It's just that we look the same, you let the game take you 

Your son game along and took the game 

Since I took my own life, y'all feel a killa fo sho 

Bizarre on the real, your the realest nigga I know 

Strapping and busting ain't real, just tell your mans the truth 

And that's why you've always been friends with Proof 

Answer to all, I've always lied with truth 

And before I pull the trigger, DeNaun, I'm proud of you..