Today I Cried Lyrics - At Your Inconvenience - Professor Green

So sick and tired of this old shit, man 

Even people around me are telling me 

I'm wasting my time with this shit but I know different 

I swear all I need is that one chance 

And I'll be back on my feet again 

No more me and my [Incomprehensible] 

Sick of trying to balance the music 

While I'm balancing the fuzz 

I know if I get this music to [Incomprehensible] 

Everything, everything and anyhow 

I only went and fucking did it 

Used to be a dream but now I fucking live it 

Wasn't even writing raps 

I was down and out, about to fucking quit it 

Lucky for me that I fucking didn't 

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See Lily came along when I was at my lowest 

Selling wraps of coke, not the raps I flow with 

I made it and I owe it to a chat I had with her 

Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't occurred 

Back with the bag with the bag full of herbs, innit? 

Instead I got her on a track and I murdered it 

My name started causing murmurs in the industry 

But none of these labels would work with it until Virgin did 

Put my first single out and we earned a hit 

That's why we never [Incomprehensible] I know it must burn a bit 

Just did a show and everybody knew the words to it 

The day I risked everything for 

I couldn't have given anything more all these years 

They weight heavy but this is something 

That nothing could have readied me for 

What, you think all my problems are remedied 'cause I get an applause? 

They're not 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried then I don't know why 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried and I don't know why 

My single went in at three, my album went in at two 

For a debut not too shabby if I have to I make do 

Finally some form of reward for the things I came through 

But it's different to the perfect picture people paint you 

On the way up you might be a person people take to 

Then you break through and the same people who rated you hate you 

All of a sudden anything you may do may make news 

And I'm sick to death of explaining what is and ain't trues 

Spend a day in my shoes and maybe you would feel the same too 

Though I know I've got to make the most of it there'll be no take two 

And ungrateful, I would hate to seem 'cause I'm leaving my dream now 

But I don't sleep now and all these hours awake are making me senile 

Snap every time I see now even people I've been 'round 

My whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me now 

They say I've changed but I just don't see how 

I've always lived my life taking corners that I can't see round 

Never knowing what it is I'm trying to seek out 

But I'm even beginning to question me now 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried then I don't know why 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried and I don't know why 

I know it must seem mad to you, it's mad to me 

All I've done is what I've had to do, been who I've had to be 

But the path I've walked has been so gravely 

It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all this inhumanity 

Thankfully I had none who was a mum and a dad to me 

You can choose your friends but you can't choose your family 

Temporary happiness for me has been a fallacy 

He's so sad, isn't? Stick your sympathy, it means jack to me 

Sick of hearing how happy I should be, I just don't know how to be 

I can no longer pretend, no more making out to be 

Maybe all I need's a slap, someone to shake it out of me 

Help me to spell my irrational thoughts and think more rationally 

Sick of being in the state of vanity, it's agony 

Am I torn or is it all some twisted form of vanity? 

Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself? 

Obsessive compulsive, depressed, my pressures reflecting my health 

Taking care of my career but I'm neglecting myself 

Rejected therapy, no, I just won't except any help 

I pride myself on my honesty but in all honesty today I lied 

I was asked how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried then I don't know why 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried and I don't know why 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried then I don't know why 

Today I cried and I don't know why 

But today I cried and I don't know why