Magic Doors Lyrics - Third - Portishead

I can't deny what I've become 

I'm just emotionally undone 

I can't deny, I can't be someone else 

When I have tried to find the words 

To describe this sense absurd 

Try to resist my thoughts, but I can't lie 

I'm losing myself 

My desire I can't have 

No reason am I for 

I can't divide or hide from me 

I don't know who I'm meant to be 

I guess it's just the person that I am 

Often I've dreamt that I don't wait 

Enjoy the gift of my mistake 

Like then again I'm wrong and I confess 

I'm losing myself 

My desire I can't have 

No reason am I for 

I'm losing myself 

My desire I can't have 

No reason am I for