Vices Lyrics - Challenger - Memphis May Fire

Drowning myself every night 

Me versus me has always been my biggest fight 

I've been so confused for so long 

And the answer always seems so far out of sight 

So I fill it up, fill it up one more time 

so when everything is wrong at least I still feel right. 

I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light 

I just wanna feel whole again 

So I can let you in 

I just wanna feel whole again 

I just wanna feel whole 

Where is my self control? 

Where is my self control? 

And I've been thinking this could be the end of me 

Who is this person in the mirror I see? 

And I have come so far, thought I was so strong 

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long 

I never thought this would be me 

But now, I'm on a verge of self destruction 

How could this happen to me? 

I've never been the type to run from anything 

Run from anything 

So sick and tired of wondering 

Where my morals have gone 

My mother didn't raise me to become this 

Where did I go wrong? 

There is not much left of me 

I can't feel the ground beneath my feet 

There is not much left of me 

I let everyone around me down 

And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle 

Just to block out the sound 

God I need you now 

I've been thinking this could be the end of me 

Who is this person in the mirror I see? 

And I have come so far, thought I was so strong 

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long 

This is my Vice, this is me weak 

I need your love to erase this doubt 

I need your hand to pull me out 

Sometimes I feel like I will never learn 

Because the bottles always there when I have nowhere else to turn 

Will I ever learn? 

Will I ever learn? 

I take another sip 

The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit 

This can't be all there is 

And I've been thinking this could be the end of me 

Who is this person in the mirror I see? 

And I have come so far, thought I was so strong 

The truth is I just fed myself a lie for too long 

And the only one to blame is me 

Who have I become? 

This is my desperate shout 

Pull me out! Pull me out! 

God I need you now. 

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