Drowning myself every night. Me versus me has always been my biggest fight. I've been so confused for so long. And the answer always seems so far out of sight.
It always end the same, I gave you all my heart to watch you throw it away.. It takes a toll on my soul, because I'm starting to believe the lies you.
We put our lives in the hands of the ones that claimed they truly cared.. Come to find it's all just a lie and when we needed them no one was there.. .
I pack my bags and say goodbye to my wife for what seems like the millionth time. They said it gets easier, but they lied. She looks at me and says,. "Really, baby, I will be just fine".
Wake me up, wake me up!. I can't remember when enough was enough.. I used to be so in love. With this life I live before it was corrupt.. . Take me back to the me that wanted this more than anything,.
She's on the prowl,. She wants it all and she'll stop for nothing.. Everyone knows,. She well aware of the fact. That her self respect was long lost. On her search for something..
You sit at home. Feeling so strong from behind that screen. But honestly do you think those words you're typing. Are gonna change anything?. Could it be this is just an escape from all your insecurities?.
From the beginning I knew I was different. I embraced it, but you didn't. Your normal life, 9-5. it's just not for me, I need to feel alive.. I won't fall like the rest of them..