City Lights Lyrics - Throwing The Game - Lucky Boys Confusion

I'm addicted to the city lights, I guess you're right 

But something changed tonight 

I made it through with spontaneity 

But this monotony is killing me 

It's 2 am man the house is cold, I'm feeling old 

Looking back at how time's rolled 

I know somewhere stars fill up the night, that must be such a sight 

It'd make me whole again inside 

I'm getting closer, closer the farther I drive away 

I'm getting colder, colder the longer I stay 

Don't know how much time I got to spend right here 

I've been avoiding but it's time to face my fear, right here 

Looks like this episode should end 

And I'll miss my friends 

I'm distracted by this ambient night, memories bite 

Sitting where the rain and pavement fight 

I never meant to make the onion cry, but I got to see the tide 

To make me whole again inside 

I'm getting closer, closer the farther I drive away 

I'm giving colder shoulders the longer I stay 

Feels like this episode should end 

Did you know I've never seen the ocean 

In the midst of all this windy commotion 

Pack our bags, bust to horizon 

Won't stop till I see the sun rising 

Looking in to darkest oblivion 

Might help humble jaded opinion 

What'll come will come of this mission 

No guarantee to hinder depression 

When I leave I won't make a sound 

Make sure no one's around 

Where am I headed? I'm headed westward bound 

I can't breathe this Midwest air tonight 

Feels like this masquerade should end 

And I'll miss my friends 

I need more time to spend 

With my friends