All Love Lost (intro) Lyrics - All Love Lost - Joe Budden

Just when I thought I can't dig any deeper 

Said my last shit was trash and they dig when it's deeper 

They ain't see what I see, I guess my vision was weaker 

Or they buy me to hear me, so we can skip all the features, I'm like 

Woke me up with the pinch 

So it's in English now, since they ain't wanna hear French 

Ain't wanna hear Wiz, ain't want me with Kirko 

They ain't wanna hear me happy, now they lookin' for hurt, yo 

They'll hate it before they hear it if they think it's commercial 

And so they're patiently waitin' for my fortune's reversal 

Check it, it's like ever since Bundles passed 

Took the high road and watched everybody underpass 

Truth be told, God been lookin' out so much 

That I feel guilty when I ask him for more 

Then I do it like the shit ain't ever happen before 

This is all the while layin' on my bathroom floor 

Hold up, I'm just askin' him, give me strength to grow up 

By now I'm sick and tired of layin' in my own throw up 

It's a given, then self pity hits me 

And I start to feel like I don't deserve to be forgiven 

Like when you can't think, talkin' when you don't drink 

But sneakin' 'round your own kitchen cause you gotta get a swig in 

I got issues, weed and vodka will settle some 

Well ain't that the pot callin' the Kettle One? 

I know niggas so broke that they embezzle funds 

Too busy waitin' for a chance that ain't never come 

But this is bigger than havin' a debt 

I mean I can't stop my brain from imaginin' death 

Then out the clear blue sky I cry random tears 

Used to it, me and depression been a tandem for years 

I suffer from self doubt, put a cramp in my fears 

If there's a God, this would be the perfect span to appear 

I'm not a street nigga, never claimed that sport 

And some of that train of thought's insane, had to abort 

So people say I changed, I believe I should 

Even so the goal's always been to leave the hood 

None of this should be a shock to y'all 

Logic says if you're still there, that's a knock to y'all 

Since you want a nigga furthest from his dreams 

Love's gone, DOA once we left the murder scene, Joe 

When the love goes, the trust goes 

It's like you hit my heart with a snub nose 

I don't give a fuck though 

Where did the love go? 

Guess it's all love lost 

Been a hustle, a struggle 

Say the truth hurts and then cuts slow 

I don't give a fuck though 

Where did the love go? 

Guess it's all love lost 

Now this might be the realest shit I ever said 

Ever thought, realest I ever fought 

Ignorance is bliss, you niggas were never taught 

So when a challenge is sought, you niggas never retort 

Me I'm too savvy, too witty 

It's just too much moxy 

No percs, just a few crushed oxys 

But gettin' off was imminent 

When my dick became numb I was impotent 

Shit got real different then 

Was out in Cali with a model, little waist 

And double Ds, a pretty face and long hair, name's Vivian 

Not the norm for me, askin' what's wrong with me 

Tried everything we could, nothin' worked, couldn't get me in 

We went on so many tours high 

That chemistry we once had, did it all die? 

Something's changed, I just can't put my finger on 

And I'd be wrong to sing a song but let it linger on 

Just know I'd die for my brothers 

Take on the whole world, at least try for my brothers 

Just wanna know that that's reciprocated 

And if that ain't the case, nigga, say it 

These just words from the heart 

My life coach say I never finish what I start 

Work, school and relationships become one 

But if I took all I could, how'd I leave it undone? 

I'm givin' all the love but not receivin' any 

But then they mad I'm all for self and I don't bleed for many 

Shit I done made a couple of you bitches 

Just by tellin' folk I was a couple with you bitches 

Befuddled and so now I don't want trouble with you bitches 

Had I used my better judgement, I'd have muzzled all you bitches 

I gave out careers, fixed your fashion 

Did this shit so much you would think I got it patented 

So many loved and mentioned me 

Judged but can't sentence me 

Real nigga never cared 

Worth a couple mil' and started from an idea 

Keep it candid in the booth, never panic, I'm the truth 

God starin' down on me through a panoramic roof 

I copped to the murder, red handed, ain't no proof 

Love's dead but you never understand it 'til it's you 

True colors never hide for long 

When tables turn, ain't gon' matter what side you're on 

And for me that's a reoccurring theme 

Love's dead, I'm just walkin' y'all through a murder scene 

When the love goes, the trust goes 

It's like you hit my heart with a snub nose 

I don't give a fuck though 

Where did the love go? 

Guess it's all love lost 

Been a hustle, a struggle 

Say the truth hurts and then cuts slow 

I don't give a fuck though 

Where did the love go? 

Guess it's all love lost