Real Life Fantasy Lyrics - Pain Is Love 2 - Ja Rule

I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger 

Bright light big stages bad habbits 

Get high got to prison and invade taxes 

This is not what I invison 

When I started rapping. 

Fuck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas 

Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters 

All I see is pieces of me scattered 

Is it a miracle or is it madness? 

Because when I puts it all together it freflexs this, 

And this is me 

About as you gonna get to insanity or genius 

My real life fantasy 

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Is this my life or am I dreaming 

I can't lie I don't believe it 

I I don't believe it 

I is this my life 

Talking fantasies, they're more twistes then memories 

I never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e 

Never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team, 

And the f-ck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies 

If this was 03 I would have told you, 

You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be 

I miss vita caddy black child charlie, 

I thought we were tighter then the Marleys family 

But I guess you can't be, in an industry there's nothing but envy, 

Jealousy... please nobody be friend me! 

Nah, my real life fantasy 

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Is this my life or am I dreaming 

I can't lie I don't believe it 

I I don't believe it 

I is this my life