Drown Lyrics - Aware - Front Porch Step

Well I'm so tired of the rain 

Falling softly on the ground 

Just enough to get my feet wet 

But not enough to let me drown 

I've been laying in my bed 

Wishing I had never woken 

Begging God to rid my head 

Of every word you've ever spoken 

Broke my knuckles on the wall 

Because I thought about the call 

Where you said you'd always love me 

Do you not tell the truth at all? 

Well if I ever cross your mind 

Make sure you write down the times 

So I will know the moments 

I was eating you alive 

And now I lay here 

Waiting with the hope that 

I might find some sleep 

I need some sleep tonight 

'cause I've been waiting on your call 

But I know it will never come 

But I'm still waiting by the phone 

And don't you dare (don't you dare) 

Say you ever loved me 

Or even tell me that you cared 

'cause you knew what you were doing 

And you know just what you've done 

How dare you say you miss me 

With your spit still on his tongue 

I am broken I am beaten 

I'm mistreated and I'm torn 

I am cold with no direction 

But I'm lost without your warmth 

I'm trying hard to find some hope 

That I might get the chance to breathe 

Get off my mind, give back my heart 

And get the fuck away from me 

I know I couldn't give you much 

But I know I gave my best 

You were always my princess 

And now he's sliding up your dress 

And I know I gave the world 

Everything I've ever had 

Johnny Cash said love would burn 

I never thought it'd hurt this bad 

Well I'm so tired of the rain 

Falling softly on the ground 

Just enough to get my feet wet 

But not enough to let me drown 

I've been laying in my bed 

Wishing I had never woken 

Begging God to rid my head 

Of every word you've ever spoken 

Broke my knuckles on the wall 

Because I thought about the call 

Where you said you'd always love me 

Do you not tell the truth at all? 

Well if I ever cross your mind 

Make sure you write down the times 

So I will know the moments 

I was eating you alive 

You are the itch that's on my back 

You are the gum under my shoe 

You are the horrors of my past 

You are the chill that haunts the room 

You are the creaking on my steps 

You are cancer, you are plague 

You are regret, you are disease 

I wish that you would go away