Self Defeating Prophecy Lyrics - Singles - Dystopia

endless voices 

shattered thoughts that cloud my head 

sleepless nights of agony 

wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat 

searching for the words to say 

babble spills out of my mouth 

starring into space 

i didnt hear what you said 

i wish i could explain whats wrong with me 

why cant i think straight 

im lost because i think to much 

about... 

misery of life 

no esteem from proding eyes 

my confidence mistakes 

scarred to sleep or stay awake 

lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye 

i am dumbfucked 

all my pride sucked 

i fight to gain control 

of what the fututre holds 

but im fucking lost 

because i think to much 

about misery 

of life no esteem from proding eyes 

my confidence mistakes 

scarred to sleep or stay awake 

lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye 

i ambumbfucked 

all my pride sucked 

nails dig into my head 

tossing and turning in my bed 

biting my lips 

blood stained mouth 

need something more to calm me down 

will i end up dead 

or can i digest it all this shit im fed 

endured for so long 

i am suprised that ive made it this far 

in my lifetime 

i watch people waste their lives away 

it makes me sick 

to think i could end up like them 

but i wont