Diary Of A Battered Child Lyrics - Singles - Dystopia

smack! 

my head hits the wall 

dont know why this is happening to me 

a role model for me in this world 

"do as i say and not as i do" 

another slap across my face 

just to show me that you care 

how can i fucking love you? 

what love do you have to share? 

none! 

someday theres gonna be hell to pay 

for treating your son this way 

you cant take my dignity 

without destroying your love for me 

and you wonder why i hate your fucking guts 

no time left for apologies 

fuck you 

grown apart from you 

im told that i am stupid 

you taught me all i know 

that im so fucking worthless 

and that my lives a joke 

curled up in a ball 

is how i spent my fucking life 

i tremble in fear and im bloody 

and i cant stop the tears from flooding my eyes 

what have i done to deserve 

the agony you call love 

i got a broken arm and stitches 

while other kids got kisses and hugs 

love / abuse 

ever since i was born 

i get them confused 

you never cared 

you never will 

when i die 

dont come to my funeral