Evaporated Lyrics - Whatever And Ever Amen - Ben Folds Five

What I've kept with me 

And what I've thrown away 

Don't know where the hell I've ended up 

On this glary, random day 

Were the things I really cared about 

Just left along the way 

For being too pent up and proud 

Woke up way too late 

Feeling hung over and old 

And the sun was shining bright 

I walked barefoot down the road 

Started thinking about my old man 

It seems that all men 

Wanna get into a car and go 

Anywhere 

Here I stand, sad and free 

And I can't cry, I can't see 

What I've done 

No God, what have I done 

Don't you know I'm numb, man 

No I can't feel a thing at all 

'Cause it's all smiles and business 

These days 

And I'm indifferent to the loss 

I've faith that there's a soul somewhere 

Thats leading me around 

I wonder if she knows 

Which way is down 

Here I stand, sad and free 

And I can't cry an' I can't see 

What I've done 

No God, what have I done 

I poured my heart out 

I poured my heart out 

It evaporated, see 

Blind man on a canyon's edge 

Of a panoramic scene 

Maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random 

Dangling a string 

Or slumped over in a vacant room 

Head on a stranger's knee 

I'm sure back home 

They think I've lost my mind 

Here I stand, sad and free 

I can't cry 'n' I can't see 

What I've done 

Oh God, what have I done?