Just Enough To Love You Lyrics - Bayside

Push me out from the darkness 

To a sky that's colored blue 

Somewhere someone's finding happiness 

While I'm still here so hung up on you 

Nothing is real 

And I want you to know 

That I'm not alright 

When you tear open my chest 

I'll try not to flinch 

Won't make promises 

You taught me that 

I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem 

And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams 

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most 

So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know 

The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else 

And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell 

A failed apology 

A day too late but now I see 

That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree 

But what would you need me for 

You've got friends galore 

And all you'll ever be to me is a stupid lying excuse for a person 

I could call 

But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone 

You don't have time for me 

I could call but I know you won't get the phone 

Don't have time for me 

I hate myself 

For loving you like this 

I hate myself for hating myself 

Just enough to love you 

Just enough to love you