Sorry To Myself Lyrics - Feast On Scraps - Alanis Morissette

For hearing all my doubts so selectively 

For continuing my numbing relentlessly 

For helping you and myself, not even considering 

For beating myself up and over functioning 

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? 

No ones been crueler than I've been to me 

For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable 

For myself love being so embarrassingly conditional 

For denying myself to somehow make us compatible 

For trying to fit a rectangle into a hall 

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? 

No ones been crueler than I've been to me 

I'm sorry to myself 

My apologies begin here before everybody else 

I'm sorry to myself 

For treating me worse than I would anybody else 

For blaming myself for your unhappiness 

And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was 

Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready 

And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be 

To whom do I owe the first apology? 

No ones been crueler than I've been to me 

And Im sorry to myself 

My apologies begin here before everybody else 

Im sorry to myself 

For treating me worse than I would anybody else 

Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest 

Forgetting you or forgetting myself 

Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter 

I would've naturally loved the former 

For ignoring you, my highest voices 

For smiling when my strife was all too obvious 

For being so disassociated from my body 

And not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing 

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? 

No ones been crueler than I've been to me 

And Im sorry to myself 

My apologies begin here before everybody else 

Im sorry to myself 

For treating me worse than I would anybody else 

Im sorry to myself 

My apologies begin here before everybody else 

Im sorry to myself 

For treating me worse than I would anybody else