Fear Of Bliss Lyrics - Feast On Scraps - Alanis Morissette

My misery has enjoyed company 

And although I have ached 

I don't threaten anybody 

Sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you 

Sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to 

I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted 

I've tried roadblocks and all 

My happy endings prevented 

Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true 

I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do 

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude 

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) 

I could be golden 

I could be glowing 

I could be freedom 

But that could be boring 

Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true 

I sabotage myself for fear of losing you 

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude 

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) 

This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down 

Under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone 

I could be full 

I could be thriving 

I could be shining 

Sounds isolating 

Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true 

I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do 

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude 

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)