Staring At These Walls Lyrics - Singles - Young Trigger

i'm locked up in a cell doing time 

surrounded by darkness and there ain't no sunshine 

my easy life is what got me here 

25 with and L so I got no fear 

Everyday all i do is walk the yard 

read some books and play some cards 

write some letters routine calisthedics 

I do what I do and that's what's expected 

i think about my son and what he's doing today 

I did the crime but it's him that has to pay 

one day when he gets older 

I hope he'll understand why it wasn't around teach him how to be a man 

I hope he takes care he's a mom becasue i can't 

when i seen the cops 

I should have ran 

can't put off the inevitable damn 

so i took my punishment and took a stand 

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looking at my life as it fades away 

try to make it through everyday 

staring at these walls all I see is your face 

baby baby I think I'm going crazy 

now I follow away from the one i love 

feeling so sad and ut's all because 

i'm so far away from the ones I need 

I wish I could hold you but it's only in my dreams 

I should have spend more time with them 

I should have loved them 

instead of being mad i put no one above them 

they were my family and they were there for me 

when I didn't have a car till I started making G's 

from beginning to the end their love was pure 

my son's mother was the only girl i trusted for sure 

when shit went down she was down to roll 

and when I wasn't around she was in control 

she put it down an took my heart 

that's why I gave her my name and another baby 

I ask god for forgiveness and for god to save me 

to show me the way it's supposed to be 

or at least to my son cause its too late for me 

and hopefully hebecomes a better man than me 

I'm a G and that's how I got to live 

god bless my family, my girl , and my kids. 

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