Doubts Lyrics - Xymox

I ask myself, what is the meaning? 

Of words like love, I may be dreaming 

I may be dreaming, I may be dreaming 

In fright of love, I holler 

If not in love, I desire 

Soon it will pass like a slow procession 

From far away the shadow is rising 

It's calling me, it's calling me, it's calling me, it's calling me 

Will it be wrong or right? Will it come with delight? 

Will it come with a curse? Will it be better or worse? 

And sweet with every sound? Will it stand on solid ground? 

Save me from myself, darkness reigns at twelve 

Dead water, dead sand, dark clouds will descend 

Here where all broken hearts, cherish solitude in the dark 

Sometimes I picture you, sliding into substitutes 

Not knowing if I'm strong, not knowing what's begun 

I fall for you, I fall for you, I fall for you, I fall for you 

I am falling, I fall for you, I am falling, I fall for you