I'm never waking up again so I'll never have to find out what you did. Each day it's harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did.
Hey mom, daddy left me here alone. Someone save me, someone save me. Hey God, I'm out here on my own. So now will You save me, now. . I think it's funny you've been quiet for so long.
I'm trying to create something that's not there. A spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end. I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,.
Last call, lights on. Pull your faces off the bar. Go to church 'cause you need a good cleansing. Of body, mind and soul. . I never thought it possible.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up,. But I'll blame it on bad luck.
There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,. But I hate myself instead.. There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me..
Empty fields move me so much more then rooms filled up with friends. The way the trees look dead. Reminds me that there's more to life then living. Maybe giving ups not bad, but part of letting go of you.
Nothing feels right. But my fake smiles paint pictures like everything's fine. Sheep like what they're told. So they've got spindles spinning bad songs into gold.
Nighttime fades into day. And a big mistake you didn't know you made. See if you can take it back. You thought this is what it seemed. Fate doesn't care about plans.
So let's close our eyes and we'll talk in the morning. When we're able to feel. The true weight of our words and why we're both here. Then we can say we tried and take comfort in knowing.
I hate myself more than I ever let on. I'm burnt out at twenty two. I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young. But I chose this cup that I drank from.
You're pulling out your teeth. And I'm the Novocaine you pump in your cheek. That's why I'm still around, you've got blood running down your chin. But you suffered peacefully.