It's not that I don't care. I know its here somewhere. But its more than I can bare to take. I lie awake at night. I never win the fight. Its an addiction I can't shake.
I'm a little bit stronger,. I'm a little bit wiser,. It's a little bit clearer in my mind.. I can shout a bit louder,. I can feel a bit prouder,. But nothing makes sense to me this time..
I grew up a long way from here. I slept with the lights on for fifteen years. And Sabbath kept me home on Friday Nights. And Daddy sang me Rogers. Just to make everything all right.
I'm a believer. I paid for my sin. Stand over the water. Watch my ship come in. I was blind but now I see. It was right there in front of me. I was the reason.
I've been acting, high and mighty. It's just the liar here inside me. It's complicated but so sincere. I'm saturated from living in here. . I never wanted anything but a record and a band.