Surrender Lyrics - Carnival - Kasey Chambers

It's not that I don't care 

I know its here somewhere 

But its more than I can bare to take 

I lie awake at night 

I never win the fight 

Its an addiction I can't shake 

Its overbearing me 

Growing, flowing, showing 

[Chorus] 

I surrender, forever 

I fold, I played the losing card 

I'm under 

Its over 

I give it up its all too hard 

It's not I'm unsure 

I've heard it all before 

But I can't help wanting more to keep 

You just don't understand 

The way I really am 

Its all I ever can be 

But underneath it all 

I'm breaking, waking, shaking 

[Chorus] 

And now I face it all 

I'm falling, crawling, stalling 

[Chorus:Repeat x2]