Damn Spotlight (julia's Song) Lyrics - Never Give In - Will Hoge

If tomorrow I could just wake up beside you, 

See the morning sunlight spill across your face. 

Through the window that looks out on our front porch, 

Where I can hear the bare feet of our children play. 

Well that might be a place I'd like to stay. 

If I could buy a boat I'd cross an ocean, 

But I ain't got enough to buy a clue. 

So I lie here on the floor, 

And hand myself a couple more, 

And I wonder how I'll make it back to you. 

And the truth is love, that's all I ever do. 

Oh but I'll paint on a smile, 

And I'll pretend that it's alright, 

And die a little more underneath this damn spotlight. 

Tell myself this time round I'll get it right, 

That's a lie that I tell myself to just get by. 

I know you got boys sleeping there beside you, 

Both with curly hair and eyes so blue. 

I know it's hard after awhile, 

But I miss every smile. 

Finally I realize the truth, 

And the only good thing I ever did to you. 

Oh but I'll paint on a smile, 

And I'll pretend that it's alright, 

And die a little more underneath this damn spotlight. 

Tell myself this time round I'll get it right, 

That's a lie that I tell myself to just get by. 

Oh but I'll paint on a smile, 

And I'll pretend that it's alright, 

And die a little more underneath this damn spotlight. 

Tell myself this time round I'll get it right, 

But that's a lie that I tell myself to just get by.