Following My Own Tracks Lyrics - Whitlams

It's getting harder to decide on which way i should go 

Should i let myself down fast? 

I don't think i wanna know 

It's over said but understated just how hard it can be 

Hey i think i've seen this road before and it's so hard to believe 

I'd be back this way again after i told myself to leave 

You never said that it was gonna be easy 

But i didn't know just how hard it would be 

I go 'round and 'round 

I'm lost and found 

I'm never happy in the middle I've gotta be up or down 

Just when i think I've found level ground 

I turn around and destroy all of the life i've found 

Well self-destruction's kinda dumb 

But if you do it well 

You can find heaven if you can handle hell 

It's all a part of understanding 

just how strange life can be 

Living a lie becomes so easy 

but now i just want to be free 

I feel inside out never thought i'd doubt 

my ability to work it all out 

Going forward to fall back 

working hard to relax 

I never thought that i would be following my own tracks 

it's going 'round... It's going 'round... It's going 'round