Though I Never Lyrics - Singles - What's Left Of The Sun

I grew accustomed to every page looking the same 

And every morning I tell the same story 

but every night I dream about change 

and I know I might be digging in despondency here 

or maybe its just fear 

We all get to a certain point in life 

when we realize that time has been catching up 

that the ropes of fate keep us restrained 

but it's far too late to cut them off 

And if life is nothing but a breath 

then I'm on my way out of its sick lungs 

because I've reached the summit of this mountain 

and now I'm just descending with the sun 

Now I'm just on my way to wither 

to watch the fading of my spark 

And unlike the trees I still found no one 

to carve their letters in my bark 

Slowly descending with the sun 

I've become a product of my boredom 

grown stuck in a rocking chair 

And I am cursed by my way of living 

and of when the mirror stares 

I am disgusted by these habits 

but I'm to scared to readjust 

so I keep lying to myself 

'til I'm the only one I trust 

And I wish I had the courage 

to peel the bark off all of my skin 

and to expose my inner center 

and to let the sun shine in 

But still it's hard to change 

what has been here for so long 

and to let go of security 

and to step out of my comfort zones 

But "someday" has got to come sometime 

and I must belong somewhere 

So now I am in search of feathers 

to embellish myself 

To become something more 

and pick the anchor off my shelf 

and let the roots untie my ankles 

and squeeze some light out of this hell 

I am in the middle of my journey 

half way to where no one wants to be 

and I don't know how long I've been here 

I couldn't bare to hear it, honestly 

I feel my bags are getting heavy 

They hold all I claim to know 

so my hands are tightly closed around them 

because I can't seem to let it go