Phobophobia Lyrics - Eternal Nightmare - Vio-lence

Restricted patient 

Or so they say 

I choose to stay here, phobic fears 

Nerve endings eaten away 

I'm out of touch 

With all in sight 

Don't close my eyes 

I fear that death will come collecting tonight 

Distracted ruins 

Oh can't you see? 

I'm nervous, frightened, tormented by everything 

You'll never know 

Just what it's like 

You can't imagine 

What's disturbing, what is eating my mind 

In constant paranoia 

Keeps me looking over my shoulder 

I'm hiding 'til the fear is over 

Running down the street 

I'll never look to see just what it might be 

That I fear so much in my life 

Or in my death 

Doctor, help me 

At any cost 

Please make it go away before I am totally lost 

Inside a shell and locked away 

No fear can touch me 

When I scream, none can hear what I say 

But is it gone, or did it stay? 

My phobophobic thoughts 

God, will they ever go away? 

And leave me be, I doubt they will 

The disease of fear has got me 

And it's in for the kill 

The fracture of my mind 

It will destroy me slowly 

In the end, I lay there breathless 

Six feet under, dirt will cover 

The headstone reads 

"His was a frantic mind, less human being 

Destroyed by fear of everything that could be" 

I've witnessed fear 

For all it's worth 

I can't imagine someone causing its own birth 

The human hell 

Or so we say 

But is it fear the only thing that we are prey? 

In life, not death 

Define to me 

A state of coldness life where I can be free 

Of mortal choice 

Burden of life 

A questioned fate of fear or am I to die? 

I've seen now some of what I've done done 

A disease now once delivered 

On those poor souls I pressure on 

Unearthly cold they shiver 

Insertion of fear a blood lacing tear 

I draw from cowards breaking 

Psychiatrists I tie in knots 

This mind in fear is taken