There's Alot Going On [explicit] Lyrics - There's Alot Going On [explicit] - Vic Mensa

Yeah, this just my life 

Front to back, top to bottom 

Everything's changing around me 

These days don't feel the same 

We all lost faith and lost family 

Why must we play this game? 

Lord have mercy on me 

I've been a sinning man 

Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge and crash in a plane 

If I never land... 

Know I never die 

We live forever in my mind 

And I sanctify 

We live forever, still alive 

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There's a lot going on but I stick to the ones I love 

I never claimed to be a perfect man but name a great man who was 

Consequences of my actions in the past years had me stressing out 

It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was tryna figure it out 

Medication for depression that I cut cold turkey, had the kid manic 

In an episode out in Hollywood, wilding out like Nick Cannon 

Railing Adderall pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor 

Clean the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum for? 

New York City on my birthday, June 6th, 2014 

I had that first meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole team 

I drank that whole bottle of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night 

When we left the club after Rap Genius house me and shorty got into a fight 

She came out the room swingin', hit me in the jaw 

I was really tryna fend her off 

But I ended up in the closet with my hands around her neck 

I was tripping, dawg 

Too proud to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her 

Saying that she hit me first, even though she was the one hurt 

I was really just reflecting all the hurt that I was feeling from the band's rejection 

When Kids These Days split, that shit felt like a c-section 

And my infidelity and jealousy with Natalie on top of the amphetamines 

And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the Chesapeake 

The next month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had Europe going nuts 

But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was going through too much 

Now I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the table for my records 

In Ibiza eating paella on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast 

Hov wasn't with the bidding war, but I knew the Roc just felt right 

When I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good life 

Felt so close when Mr. Hudson introduced me to him backstage 

He prolly don't even remember that shit... like a bitch off Backpage 

But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the fence like a batting cage 

At the same time, I was winding down a low point in my addict phase 

The Adderall started wearing off and I went into a deep writer's block 

All over a song that I couldn't finish that I wrote about signin' to the Roc 

Isn't that ironic? I was feeling so psychotic 

With the whole world excited for me and my idol saying I got it 

Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved back home to my mom's basement 

Linked up with Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it back to basics 

Then I wrote "Rage," that was me screaming out through the pain 

And "U Mad," addressing my relationship with Natalie, it was too bad 

The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental health 

I did acid in the studio one day and almost killed myself 

As I started to fall apart, certain stars started to align 

Om'Mas came to Chicago in January at the perfect time 

He said Kanye was working on an album, and Uzi played him one of our songs 

He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down like the Dow Jones 

Pulled up to Westlake, first day I was there, I recorded "Wolves" 

I knew I was the one, like Neo meeting with the Oracle 

But I had to get a handle 'fore the door was pulled 

Crawled out on SNL 

All the niggas hating on me back home lookin' at me like, "FML" 

A lot of people coming out the wood like, "Let's work," tryna network 

All the pressure making my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work 

At this time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted 

Frustrated, writing shit for Ye, tryna visualize someone else's vision 

Then he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we made the shit the single 

Ye and Hov getting into it over me, tryna do a joint venture 

And G.O.O.D. Music still fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life 

Took the bus out on the road for the Traffic tour, did a hundred nights 

Cleaned out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons 

If you learn one thing from my journey, nigga it's don't stop believing 

When this shit got so suffocating I could barely even keep breathing 

Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to welcome y'all to my season 

Nigga I'm gone 

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Know I never die 

We live forever in my mind 

And I sanctify 

We live forever, still that life