Once A Believer Lyrics - Vanishing Point

Once A Believer 

Time helped pass this world you left for me 

Crucify my selfless sanity 

That turned away, faith I had in you 

Words cut deep, these wounds of misery 

Your lies nailed my soul internally 

Cast away, to your self made truth 

Understanding what is lost 

Thoughts and days unfold to black 

Faded memories 

Deep inside 

I can't fight the walls inside, I once was a believer 

Truth overlooks my life, why can't I believe 

Cant climb these walls inside, I once was a believer 

Is there truth within your lies 

Why can't I believe 

High and low I searched for answers, searched so endlessly 

In the corners of your world, was there space for me 

This crown of thorns on my life, spineless, so untrue 

Shaken, my foundation shattered 

And my trust in you 

Understanding what is lost 

Months and years unfold to black 

That fade our memories 

Deep inside 

I can't fight the walls inside, I once was a believer 

Truth overlooks my life, why can't I believe 

Cant climb these walls inside, I once was a believer 

Is there truth within your lies 

Why can't I believe 

Separation, frozen, timeless thoughts have gone by 

Closeness, embraced by denial to these eyes 

Revolution, giving hope from giving in 

What will become, of answers denied that exist within 

I can't fight the walls inside, I once was a believer 

Truth overlooks my life, why can't I believe 

Cant climb these walls inside, I once was a believer 

Is there truth within your lies 

Why can't I believe