I Am ... Lyrics - Singles - Vacant Stare

Wonder back to where you were at, you'll find me 

You fucking idiot what you got see 

Wasn't really me just a shadow of what I could've been 

And then multiply 

Into a ruthless, an over bad, another sad 

Then I cut myself out the way 

Of conflicting views (that were) stirring up truth 

I can't get it right 

Turning back on myself is the hardest thing 

I could have possibly done 

With the will to change I've got no one to blame and I'm telling you this is? 

Why, do we always try? 

Do we always try? 

To cover up our mistakes 

To try and be what they'd expect 

As I wonder back myself I get full of wealth 

Knowing I am right out of sight 

Feeling calmer, don't know how to use this 

Too busy trying to fucking well abuse this 

That I find myself flipping a coin 

On my personality whom I gonna join 

This is what's wrong this not strong 

I can't explain it 

So who you gonna blame it on 

Turning back on myself is the hardest thing 

I could have possibly done 

With the will to change I've got no one to blame and I'm telling you this is? 

Why, do we always try? 

Do we always try? 

To cover up our mistakes 

To try and be what they'd expect 

Find a way to find yourself 

And mind you don't fall 

I'm not sure I like what I found so 

Be careful of your height and say I'm all I am 

Cause the fact of the matter is what you see and you get 

Isn't always true for me 

I lie to the back of my teeth and your never gonna see me 

Cause I cover it up with expression 

Would you call me a fool cause I'm questioned? 

And you never gonna break this 

Cause the face who takes this space is under pressure 

Everyone shows a gesture 

By changing the mask I wear am I a lesser? 

Oh, and when I get low 

I can not stay this way why cant you see? 

Its easy to delude yourself in thinking this is who I am 

Get 

Get back 

Get 

Get back further 

Get 

Get back 

Get 

Get back further 

To cover up are mistakes 

To try and be what they'd expect 

Expect to see and find 

Expect to see and hear 

Expect to be and do 

But know one said it be easy 

But no one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy 

No one said it be easy