Not What I Expected Lyrics - Unsung Zeros

i've got a vision in my head 

of how it should be 

and i wonder if that's how it will 

work out 

when i sit down will i be smiling 

a grin on my face 

or will i just want her to 

get out of my head and my mind 

that's how it goes 

and then she shows 

and it's all wrong 

i feel her hand touch on my arm 

and my skin grows cold 

how can this be 

why's it so fake 

and why's it so false 

how should i tell her she should go 

cause it's all my fault 

i let my heart ger ahead of my mind 

and everything else