Act Of Depression Lyrics - Singles - Underoath

All I wanted was someone to love me... 

I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough 

Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls, 

I saw you staring through the cracks 

No one was to know what was happening in me; I felt no love, 

I felt no reason to carry on with my life 

Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought 

Kids finding laughter at my expense 

They were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride 

My heart was bleeding from so much grieving 

On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell, but on the inside was eternal hell 

I got caught up in the moment of depression, 

and before I knew it, my body was lying on the ground 

With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand 

Thanks to all the people who drove me to death 

Without you I could have never ended my breath 

Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate 

There was a way out, but I chose the easy route 

Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction 

No more love, no more pain... 

For you have chosen suicide as the way out... Help them! 

Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor, 

pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror 

Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation 

I will not accept this evil anymore 

I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good 

I'm sorry for whoever I hurt; it's not easy to look back on my life 

and know I did not know Christ... for now I live in a real hell 

I wish I had another chance... then I would live my life with love 

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