Worst Dayz Lyrics - Tony Mike

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I know I have to watch them pass away 

[Hook] 

Just get through worst days (X4) 

Not today 

[Verse 1] 

I close my eyes, feeling pain, I start writing shit/ 

I pour my heart out to the mic, feels like I'm talking to a psychiatrist 

High as shit, disgusted, man I seem to love it/ 

I die and go to judgement, couldn't let go of all my grudges 

But fuck it, that bullshit with Nemo, it needed to happen/ 

I got love for BloodShot, cuz they believe in my rappin' 

And Reidy still gives me a try, with all the shit since I been signed/ 

I had 17 addresses, since 2005 

Facing time cuz my momma's boyfriend keeps on hurting her/ 

He got the fist, I get condemned, Lord why am I cursed with hurt? 

Wishing mom gave a shit, but it's not a perfect world/ 

I just hope you find whatever it is you're searching for 

I haven't achieved any dreams, I'm not what I planned to be/ 

My family abandons me, damn, I guess they couldn't handle me 

Let me explain Anthony, hip hop and pot helps me keep my sanity/ 

So I turn it up, roll a blunt, and fuck your bitch under a canopy 

[Hook] 

[Verse 2] 

My life wouldn't mean a damn if it wasn't for my fam/ 

My love for them, turned me into "Who I Am" 

Catchin' hell from my aunt, the shit we in wasn't my plan/ 

I wanted to grow up to be a fireman 

I wanted to die, tried suicide so many times/ 

But my sister crying with me, kept me alive 

I just want her life to end up better than mine/ 

No sellin' nics and dimes, just for fish sticks and fries 

Committing crimes to get by, I'm not a role model/ 

And don't stop where I quit, sis, please go further! 

Don't be a waitress, get your education, and keep the tip/ 

Cuz if you don't succeed, your family will treat you like a piece of shit 

With all the sins I did, I had to pay the price/ 

Wouldn't give an arm and a leg, so he took my first child's life 

I'm high as a kite, I keep a supply of that kife/ 

So when my mind isn't right, I just light up and take flight 

[Hook] 

[Verse 3] 

My life was way much easier when I was a child/ 

If I could only go back then knowing what I know now 

Depression hides behind a smile, 100 proof alcohol/ 

Everclear, thats how we do in the south, Howdy yall 

I'm about to fall into the devil's pit, I feel his clench/ 

Pop an ox and smoke some pot so I don't have to deal with shit 

Real as shit, get a 36 and conceal the shit/ 

So if I ever see Cornealous, I'll probably kill the bitch 

I'm trying to stay afloat with all the holes up in my boat/ 

Can't cope with being broke and selling dope is all I know 

Fuckin with these hoes that start off, "just trust me"/ 

That really means, "fuck me till you run out of money" 

Well at least I got my family, mommy and daddy still love me/ 

They tell me they're proud of me every day as they hug me 

Tell my dad I go to college, studying law/ 

So he'll take my picture out that box and finally hang it on the wall 

[Hook]