Heavy Gloom Lyrics - The Story So Far - The Story So Far

I know all your flaws and most of your fears 

I haven't been home a lot in the last 2 years 

The constant absence from all my peers 

The vibration still steady inside my ears 

And I know you hate it, I always restate it 

But I'm still so frustrated cause I'm the one you cheated 

It cuts so much deeper 

Why would I wanna see her? 

Only had one beer 

And I don't wanna sleep here 

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I hope you feel that heavy gloom 

When you're all done up in a crowded room 

And your life trips up over those shoes 

That you paid too much for but not in dues 

And I'll be watching from a distance 

Wouldn't wanna miss this 

Was it fake the whole time? Was it just instance? 

Man it's so personal yet it's business 

I want it to hit so close to home 

It cuts so much deeper 

Why would I wanna see her? 

Only had one beer 

And I don't wanna sleep here 

And I know you don't care 

You've made it so clear 

Swore I had no fear 

Not until you came near 

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And how much does it cost 

to get you back here inside those clubs 

that you love so fucking much? 

Was I too harsh in my lament to you 

that I fell so out of touch? 

Back and forth because I can't understand how you 

Control all my lust and form the words on my tongue 

It cuts so much deeper 

Why would I wanna see her? 

Only had one beer 

And I don't wanna sleep here 

And I know you don't care 

You've made it so clear 

Swore I had no fear 

Not until you came near 

It cuts so much deeper 

Why would I wanna see her? 

Only had one beer 

And I don't wanna sleep here 

And I know you don't care