In Two Lyrics - Singles - The Missing

i am split in two 

sometimes i want to be a saint 

i wanna wallow in my sleaze 

one minute I'm a goddess 

and the next a bitch, diseased 

today i want to save the world 

and tomorrow watch it burn 

i come by my lessons painfully 

then forget all that I've learned 

when i want to 

i want to i want to when i want to i want to 

i know what i want i want everything 

i know what i want i want nothing 

i want to make you happy 

then beat the smile from your face 

i will become your downfall 

and your saving fucking grace 

i want to be a virgin 

i want to fuck you 'til you bleed 

i will worship you then spit in your face 

i don't want who i need 

but i want you 

i want you i want you when i want you i want you 

i know what i want i want everything 

i know what i want i want nothing 

i wish for happiness 

when my mind becomes my hell 

but sometimes there's comfort in my pain 

'cause i know it so well 

i want to slay the demons 

that still haunt me day and night 

but sometimes I'm grateful for my fear 

it reminds me I'm alive 

but i hate to 

i hate to i hate to 

but i hate to be afraid 

no matter who you think you see 

it's only ever half of me 

inside my head is deafening 

please help me 

all i want is for this to stop i need all this to stop all i want is for this to stop i need all this to stop please god just make it stop god damn it never stops fuck me just make it 

and i pray 

for some silence 

why am i two I's? 

the pain is slowly killing me 

the war that others cannot see 

it's what i go through 

'cause i am 

in two 

i am split in two