Sunderland Lyrics - Singles - The Fire Tonight

sometimes i can feel it waiting in between my thoughts 

a vaguely threatening yet coming liquidation of the framework i have wrought 

these 23 or is it 4 years i have slowly built my 

defenses to the unbroken barrage of 26 years of confusion 

the mental violence self inflicted is not typically 

born of masochism but rather from inability 

to control this, control this separation of reality from 

monsters hiding in my mind and feasting on my family 

anxiety and paranoia are skills on my resume 

they visit me to help me make decisions almost every day 

yet continuity has kept her distance from the fabrics edge 

the evidence my cashmere sanity is unraveling thread by thread 

but i am fine 

they're putting something in my pills to try to break into my brain 

i know that it sounds crazy please believe me, i am not insane 

don't talk so loud their evil minions hide in the shadows everywhere 

just because you cannot see them doesn't mean they are not there