I Hate Hartley Lyrics - Youngbloods - The Amity Affliction

Seems life forever, 

like forever 

since i tore myself apart 

and left my friends in the wake 

of countless tears and fading life. 

when i couldn't seem to grasp the life i lead 

and the lives i touch 

its one year on now 

one year on, one year on 

still i struggle with the same demons 

i shed as i laid there lost in my head 

lost in my head 

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(lost in this goddamn hospital bed) 

i'm not the same man 

and i don't dare try 

(try to uncover all the darkness i hide) 

its like my demons are my lovers 

but i've got friends by my side 

i've got hope in my eyes 

and dreams to aspire too 

and the whole wide world to watch below 

(and death won't be my lover 

i've got so much left to give 

and take my life with subtle steps 

instead of not wanting all that is left) 

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instead of trying to take my own life 

its one year on 

and i'm stronger, i want to live much longer 

not grow old and bitter 

and not jaded 

and not hate what life gave me 

let the fear wash away 

let the demons blunt their claws 

on a life that's full of mistakes 

but always searching for much more 

i won't die defeated 

I won't die defeated 

i won't die defeated 

i won't die 

cause i've got friends by my side 

i've got hope in my eyes 

and dreams to aspire too 

and the whole wide world to watch below 

(and death won't be my lover 

i've got so much left to give 

and take my life with subtle steps 

instead of not wanting all that is left 

no death won't be my lover 

i've got so much left to give 

and take my life with subtle steps 

instead of not wanting all that is left)