Happy Ending Lyrics - Tech N9ne

[Tech N9ne] 

I didnt wanna fucking do this song for real 

But I wouldn't be real if I didnt 

[Tech] 

I be sittin by myself and thinkin mamma what have I become 

All I wanted was a family but when I look I be the only one 

Losing everything but money everybody left and I don't even get to see my young 

Only happiness I get is in the studio and when I get to do another run 

On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows 

gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold 

I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go 

But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it really tough for me to grow 

All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babies on a ranch with horses 

But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good then I torched it 

I'm sorry Miss Jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry 

But I guess I'm a failure with women I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die 

Feel like I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey 

How much does it cost I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today 

I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after a classes, If I get blasted 

This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it 

But I guess that I didn't, cause this one is written and there is no mending 

When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croke I just hope I wont be descending 

But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech ninna is never pretending 

Alone in my bed, a gun to my head, asking WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING? Ya 

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[Chorus] 

Tell me how it ends? 

What about me? Where is my happy ending? 

What about me? Is this a life worth living? 

You know how it begins, but how does it end for me? 

Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me? 

Will this stop before I stop breathing? 

Is their lighty, in this dark I'm seein? 

[Tech] 

Yea, I put my life in this music, nina is inside out 

I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside bout 

Will they keep feelin ninna forever, this I doubt 

Can never cry for help so if you listenin this my SHOUT 

I'm searching for the passage way to happiness 

But i'm wordly So I have to lay in nastiness 

Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fames near, but the games queer 

Sometime I feel like I'm Rudolph, the reindeer 

But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes 

And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows 

Can you resurrect a mother fucker that feel like he pose as a dead soul 

Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mould 

Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those 

Because all the time the ninna was shorted, what I bled froze 

So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows 

The tread slows, and don't even think you reviving a dead rose. Yea 

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[Chorus] 

[Tech] 

I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competent 

I'm breakin so I pick this one to vent 

The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin evilness 

I'm drownin in 151 and rumble ments. Thats how I feel 

I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill 

But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill 

This life is about a check, about a number about a bill 

Think about all the love I lost cause my quest is about a mill 

I feel like your stupid, don't talk to me I'm crackin up 

And I dont mean laughter I'm full of bitterness and its backing up 

And I live with angles, but lately demons been shakin up 

Tug of war with my spirit, you see the blood I'm hacking up? 

I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder 

Cause you pay the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker 

And I wont pretend its ok I'm no facade starter 

So I guess my only happy ending is in a massage parlor 

Chea 

[Chorus]