Mind Of My Own Lyrics - Crossroads & Illusions - Strung Out

It's four o' clock 

The TV's on 

My mind is shut off and my own thoughts are gone 

I change the channel 

I change my mind 

I change my life I want to leave it all behind 

'Cause I don't have a mind of my own 

I am influenced by everything I see 

And I can't help it now 

Everything in my life just thinks for me 

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Can't help this habit I'm in love with my disease 

Worshiping my idle time a life I cannot seize 

Trapped by depression and I sleep all day 

But zanax, valium, attavan makes it all ok 

It's so much more than a cry for attention 

No loving hands can soothe this ache 

So much more than a war with the world 

It's my own degradation it's my own self hate 

I preach my pessimism 

Right out loud to anyone who'll listen 

I'm not afraid to be alive 

I'm afraid to be alone 

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Late at night my monsters find me 

From under the bed or right out of my past 

All alone with nobody to talk to 

Sanity gets put to the test 

I close my eyes but I'm still haunted 

Sometimes I get too twisted to sleep 

As all my world crumbles all around me 

Inspirations become admissions of defeat 

'Cause I don't have a mind of my own 

I don't have a mind of my own 

I don't have a mind of my own 

Everything in my life just thinks for me