Suicide Letter Lyrics - Decade - Sticky Fingaz

I don't need a will cause I'm not leavin nobody shit 

It's my suicide letter 

At the end of this song I'm gonna blow my fuckin brains out 

[Sticky Fingaz] 

If you readin this, I'm probly dead by now 

Probly ODed and put three in my head by now 

I'm on the balcony alone, nobody here to stop me 

I should film this and leave Banned From TV a copy 

I'm sick of this world and everything that come wit it 

Death, life, politics, religion, fuck all of it 

Always feel the pain or I'm ignorin it 

Could barely see the love but all we need more of it 

Yeah right, like that's gonna happen 

They workin on the next nuclear weapon 

Niggaz still starvin, niggaz still robbin 

It's no money that's when you have mo' problems 

I wanted a son but that was the past 

Cause to tell the truth I don't think this world gon' last 

And I'm not a quitter nigga, I ain't givin up 

I'm just ready to move on son, I had enough 

[Chorus] 

Live or die, it's my life 

I may, I might, it's my time 

? or shine, it's my ? 

So say goodbye, it's my life 

[Sticky Fingaz] 

I can't recall anything fore the age of five 

Far back as I could remember, had the lazy eye 

All the shit I been through and I stayed alive 

But today feel like a good day to die 

Felt it before but it's hard to say goodbye 

Felt like I'm talkin to myself when I pray to the sky 

Like they took my faith and created a lie 

Don't try to talk me out of it, I made up my mind 

I'm a man, I meant no cry for help 

So I'ma have to start the revolution by myself 

I'm losin it, too much goin on in my head 

Statistically speakin, I'm supposed to be dead 

Made a crew of wild niggaz goin to war for 'caine 

Decorate the walls in ya building wit ya brain 

Strugglin in the hood, I know too well 

But why to get to heaven nigga gotta go through hell?