Surprise Surprise Lyrics - Heal Thyself, Pt. 1: Instinct - Steven Page

Surprise, surprise 

I understand your shock at getting wise 

I was feeling shame, 

You were feeling stupid 

'Cause I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I spent my whole adult life worrying 

That the world will find me out before too long 

I faint and fail my vision starts a-blurrying 

So just stay strong 

Or get strong 

Surprise, surprise 

Look into these never loving eyes 

You were feeling safe, 

While I was feeling lonely 

You thought that you had known me butI wish that you had only 

Known just what was wrong with me long before you did 

A life on the run from the truth is a gun 

With its barrel pointed deep down in your throat 

And one day you'll say enough 

Of this self defeating stuff 

One false move 

That's all she wrote 

(Instrumental) 

And on those mornings when I'm lying 

In our bed alone and realise I'm old 

My mind begins to wish that I was flying 

It's not my mind 

It's my soul 

Surprise, surprise 

I understand your shock at getting wise 

I was feeling shame, 

You were feeling stupid 

'Cause I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did 

I knew what was wrong with me long before you did