So Do I Say Sorry First? Lyrics - Tightrope - Stephanie Mcintosh

So welcome to my nightmare 

My heaven and my hell 

This passionate contradiction 

Of bitter sweet is where I dwell 

You choose a day like today 

To get me real upset 

The more I love you, more I hate you 

More it scares me to death 

I can't keep fighting this battle with you 

I can't hear words when you scream like you do 

If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? 

So do I, so do I say sorry first? 

I'm flawed, I'm so imperfect 

But I ain't insecure 

Your jealous heart is poisoned 

Tell me how could I trust you more? 

I can't keep fighting this battle with you 

I can't hear words when you scream like you do 

If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? 

So do I, so do I say sorry first? 

Sometimes I think we feel too much too deep 

This all consuming love can't breathe 

So angry, so frustrated 

How we get here? 

Hear me and listen to what I say 

From my heart 

I swear to you that won't change 

I hope you learn to trust somebody 

I can't keep fighting this battle with you 

I can't hear words when you scream like you do 

I can't keep fighting this battle with you 

I can't hear words when you scream like you do 

If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? 

So do I, so do I say sorry first? 

I can't keep fighting this battle with you 

I can't hear words when you scream like you do 

If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? 

So do I, so do I say sorry first?