What Was I Thinking Pt. 4 Lyrics - Starlito

GhettOut, ah 

I just be scribblin' in my lil journal, you know 

It's Lito 

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Can't please everybody, I ain't even gon' worry about it 

Can't stop 'em from talkin' 'bout me 

Ain't concerned what you heard about me 

Streets talking, yeah word of mouth 

I can spell it out, I prefer the count 

Grinding for what you whining 'bout 

In the hole but I'm climbing out 

One in the hole, catching plays 

Running routes, flying out 

Don't post corners at the screen door 

She get out of pocket, leave the ho 

(Man it all started way before All Star, man it's Lito) 

Paid my light bill by my birthday, drop a mixtape on my court date 

Seem like you never know 'til it's too late 

(Seem like you never know 'til it's too late) 

Mama used to tell me watch your friends, now I'm like what friends? 

Who can I trust in? will I ever love again? 

Supposed to went to counseling, instead I used my ink pen 

Round trip from the sunken place weekly, let that sink in 

Gambling, fornicating, drinking, anything but sleeping 

What was I thinking? I wasn't thinking at all 

Nah, I just took a loss, who can I call? feel like my phone off 

I ain't heard from none of y'all except when you're gossiping like broads 

Fuck what you heard and don't speak on what you saw 

I got grief on me from OB, so-called street niggas so flawed 

Keep my heater in my drawers, you lil bitch 

I just skeeted in her jaw, you probably leave it in her raw 

You gon' be with her for life, I'm gon' delete that ho tomorrow 

When I get too bored I might just need that ho to borrow 

I just binge watched Ozark, I'm 'bout to Benz on them boards 

Wonder if they got a clearance for all this revenge in my heart 

Feel the vengeance in my veins, so much pain, man I'm scared 

Never change for no change, I remain the same 

As when I came in this game, Jermaine used his brain 

'Cause nobody never gave me anything 

My purpose is to give hope, nah it ain't to entertain 

Use my mistakes as education, I made it through the rain 

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You take a million dollars, 'cause every nigga I see wanna be millionaires 

You take a million dollars and change it into seconds 

A million seconds is thirteen days 

Take a billion dollars and change it into seconds, it's thirty-two years 

Who wanna be a millionaire but a fool?