Ptsd Lyrics - Starlito

What we gotta do to get it right? 

Lately all we seem to do is fight 

I just had a dream 'bout you last night 

Driving, thought I seen you at the light 

Starlito 

Yeah 

I don't know, fuck 

Still wartorn and scarred 

Forgot to remember anything next morning from off them bars 

Twenty bullets hit the car, all of 'em meant for Star 

Got to pay rent tomorrow, car too dark to disregard 

I miss my squad, at war with myself, pissed with God 

Now I'm feeling these changes, slowly turning to this old head, man fuck that 

Just an eighties baby with some old bread 

We used to pray just not to go fed 

Where would I be if I ain't, man free Roy Gold, homie hold your head 

I just been riding 'round lurking, I ain't go to bed 

Used to just ride around serving out an Oldsmobile 

Never in a million years thought I would outgrow the Ville 

I still would sell out my liil shows just so you know it's real 

Grind hard, received this as an opus, call it finally focused 

You ever really been in a shootout and you was tryna reload? 

Fuck, cry one tear, no bucket 

Two Glocks and they twins, call 'em Kirby and Puckett 

Tryna get it right and make it right, I keep it right 

Probably one of the reasons I can't sleep at night 

Tired of holding back tears 

Just checked my watch, it's time to let go of my fears 

Where I'm going, I have no idea 

My whole career, I'm just thuggin', but I made the most of it, yeah 

I'm just hustlin' but I made some folks love me 

So fuck it, here goes nothing, now it's something 

Went from nothing to something 

Way too private for my life to be so public and function 

I ain't gon' lie here, lately I been thinking kind of destructive 

Angry how I became allowed 'cause I got better judgement than that 

That nigga signed, why I ain't fuckin' with that 

My bitch hit me every hour like why I ain't loving her back? 

Mama even told me boy you shouldn't ever mistreat her 

She love you like I love you and you ain't gon' see it 'til she leave 

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What we gotta do to get it right? 

Lately all we seem to do is fight 

I just had a dream 'bout you last night 

Driving, thought I seen you at the light, yeah 

Skinny nigga, big dreams 

Since long braids and tall tees 

Whether I had a little bit or a lot, it was all me 

Thought like a boss even though nobody taught me 

Often took a smaller piece just to make sure we all eat 

Loyalty mean more to me than a tattoo 

Grind hard, and there's more to me than these rap tunes 

Take it back to the avenue 

You don't have a clue 

Go to sleep grindin', wake up hustlin' 

Shit that's how we had to do 

Still have flashbacks too, ridin' 'round strapped with the *** 

Shoutout the shawty that bought us all them bullets 

Tryna get straight, I always thought so crooked 

Photos 

Eh, Lito 

My common sense sayin' I should move along 

Ain't no love at home 

All my guns throwaways 

Just threw away another phone 

Underground underdog, the hood took me under, yeah 

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