Paid In Full Lyrics - Unia - Sonata Arctica

I was nowhere near ready when all it ended 

So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you 

You gave me the chance, time and again in vain 

Now my feelings for you 

Every tear, every smile, paid in full 

Wrecked the chain, but no longer can I take the pain 

[Chorus] 

It's hard for me to love myself right now 

I waited, hated, blamed it all on you 

Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak 

So I can only blame myself for this state we are in 

I will take what you have for me now, it's not too late 

Did you change? I did too 

Love can grow from the last grain 

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[Chorus] 

It's hard for me to love myself right now 

I waited, hated, blamed it all on you 

I need you less and less 

Every day feeds this moral decay 

Yet I've grown to love you even more 

My fault that you then turned another cheek 

You mouth the words, you're not ready to speak 

You're scared of me, although I never had a clue 

That I'd become so much stronger than you 

[Solo] 

I will take what you have for me now if it's not too late 

If you like I will leave, I will not miss the last train again 

[Chorus] 

It's hard for me to love myself right now 

I waited, hated, blamed it all on you 

It's hard for me to love your face right now 

I'm waiting, hating, needing, being me 

Photos 

I need you less and less 

And every day leads us farther away 

From that moment 

[Chorus] 

It's hard for me to hate myself right now 

Finally I'm understanding me 

One day we may have whole new me's and you's 

But first I need to learn to love me too