Suicide Song Lyrics - Bottle Of Humans - Solé

My phone rang, I converse with the busy signal 

Why can't they let me die in pieces? 

I don't want any more food or condolences, let my people go 

Burn off this useless flesh and make meals of my pestilence 

Lessons are my tournaquets 

maybe I've seen too much and not had enough 

Either way, this is my last entry forever 

Please don't let my children read this 

I was meditating when I wrote this 

the first time by interrupted by my screaming walls 

Hard to concentrate in my 7 x 12 cell 

Everyone watching my every move 

Even with these shrouds, I feel naked 

The windows talk to me and tell me that I ought to leave 

Only one way out the door, it's too risky 

Someone might not see me, be careful 

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We used to paint, the canvas made me feel alive 

Oh how they marveled at the spectacle I made of myself 

I made it for them, but it was really communication to conjure up through 

Forever immortalized, carbon dioxide chokes me 

and I fear no man but my shadow 

There are a lot of things I've learned not to say outloud 

If my parents were still alive, they'd still be proud 

Sometimes I imagine myself as a loss 

The leftover remains of a cast-away god 

If I'm homeless, there's no Earth 

Someday I'll be famous, and you can put that on my birth 

My word is worth the demons that raped my being childhood, didn't happen 

I was made as this, my walking prison 

Guarded by my life on a limb, mood swings 

Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and much more 

Must find maker, how am I? and who did I? 

And how did I wake up on this bench covered in mud? 

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Taking a shower won't aleve my stress 

I can't even lift my brush to paint my long-awaited good-bye 

Yet I'm feeling optimistic, relatively 

this is my testimony and it tests the past miserably 

Why do I keep dying in public places? 

The medication should take two hours to take affect 

But last time, I was killed eating my last meal 

It's embarassing and I die inside 

This is my favorite rock 

I come here to think about all the things that make me 

This is my favorite poem 

I wrote this before I died last time 

These are my favorite friends 

they don't talk much and probably aren't even listening 

This is my favorite place 

so I hope that I don't last here too long 

The other night, I was doing my everyday things 

trying to find a girl to take to my apartment 

She's beautiful and clearly cares for me 

She likes my work, and wants to understand what fuels my art 

We lay side-by-side 

happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes left of this to endure 

She spoke typical things and gave of herself freely 

I started freaking out as I convulsed during oral sex 

Concerned for me, she held me 

and I laugh at those tears, for a while 

The next day, I was still dead and she had joined me 

How honest I recall of how she gave of herself freely 

As I drank my orange juice, I began to study all of her beauty 

We danced and made love for hours 

Talked about important things and how our children would grow up and die also 

And how futile it was until we finally fell in love 

I'll never be alone again and she will never leave me 

I've forgotten why I write these things down 

Even as I write this 

I'm realizing how useless it is to put ideas to words 

water to wine, stupidity and valor 

The streetlights I pray to and the gutters I fish in 

My wife is no longer good at sex, her body doesn't speak to me 

and I'm getting sick of her attitude 

There's other fish in the sea 

and I haven't stopped breathing for three days 

I hope everything is alright 

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Today I downed 90 miligrams 

After 20 i could feel the head rush 

I raced to my gallery roof 

Gazing at the beauty that we always take for granted 

Its my opening night 

Spinning 

Everyone will be there 

Whos anyone to bear witness to my newest latest and greatest work 

I'm a comet human cannibal swan dive never has the air been so clean 

I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the sidewalk 

A vivid display of a 170 pounds of blood sweat and tears 

Critique away 

But my greatest work is in the pavement 

I made it for you 

This is my favorite formance 

And i hope nobody ever bites it 

This is what i've been working up to all along 

Finally alone at last 

This is my favorite person and she will always be with me in spirit 

These are my favorite words 

I hope i don't have anything left to say