Bleed Through Lyrics - Singles - Soldiers Of Jah Army

I keep telling myself its just not in my hands 

(this seems outta my hand man) 

For losing you slowly was just not in my plan 

(this wasn't supposed to happen like this) 

I look to the sky sometimes, just hoping you're there 

(i don't think shes coming back this time) 

hoping you're there (not this time) 

Cause every time I pick up a pen its all you 

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two 

pages turn so fast like all those pages do 

your words that bleed through 

your words that bleed through 

Get back in my arms and just hanging by my side 

losing hold of you has left me dry 

tell me where you run to and where do you hide 

know you've never once left my mind 

Tell yourself I'm sorry for these things that I've done 

oh tell yourself never seen that love that gone no 

tell yourself its over now and not to run 

just tell yourself I'm sorry for what I've done 

Cause every time I pick up a pen its all you 

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two 

pages turn so fast like all those pages do 

your words that bleed through 

your words that bleed through 

Listen while I'm talking , I don't do it too much 

can't help feeling that came between us 

whatever happened to the way that it was 

One thing I cant have is what I want 

Who decided its gonna end up this way 

who decided that you could not stay 

you wont be here by the end of my day 

cause i cant even listen to words that i say 

But every time I pick up a pen its still you 

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two 

pages turn so fast like all those pages do 

your words that bleed through 

your words that bleed through oh e oh e oh. 

I swear you never really miss it till its half gone 

then you tighten up your grip trying to hold on 

didn't really appreciate it when its in your arms 

then you can relate to every word in your song 

like was i wrong but i know I'm right 

but in hindsight, I blame the limelight 

maybe i just needed time to get my mind right 

maybe we'll reconnect when the times right 

I'm trying to think about the causes 

was i too bossy exactly where the fault is?? 

I was told to step in love with some caution 

cause love and shit is no difference in the darkness 

but love is where the heart is 

you can see the blood as its dripping through the gausses 

So i guess I fell outta love with a smile and more love with applause's 

And its quiet in my house 

your silence is my home 

and everything reminds me 

that I am all alone 

Its quiet where you used to be 

and now that you're gone, there's not a sound , there's not a word but a dial tone 

well its quiet when I'm drinking 

its quiet when i smoke 

its___ when I'm eating, always I sleep all alone 

its quiet now it's louder than i sit still like a stone 

only from my dreams where you wont go 

every time I pick a pen its all you 

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two 

pages turn so fast like all those pages do 

your words that bleed through 

don't pick up that pen, no I, all I say 

don't look in the mirror, at all I am 

the pages turn, the pages burn 

and its all cause of you 

(it was tears that were soaking these pages, 

words that left me bleeding and pleading??) 

How did i get in this predicament??? 

was I influenced by the benefits 

cause I was hitting on so many chicks 

lovin' you and leavin' you was the only sentiment 

but I guess I wasn't ready for ya 

cause I'm rubbing your feet , cooking spaghetti for ya 

taking you to parks winning teddy's for ya 

but in my heart I'm thinking there's someone better for ya 

but my hearts like 'no not this again' 

cut it out black, you know how this will end 

and I swear I really was listening 

but my dick was yelling and my heart was just whispering 

so you know who I listened to 

now my hearts bitching cause hes missing you 

got my eyes staring at some old flicks of you 

when my nose swears that it can still smell the scent of you 

and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you 

(aw oh oh) 

and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you 

(losing a part of myself now) 

and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you 

( and I'm losing myself now) 

and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you 

(aww) 

I've been wondering, watching 

I've been waiting so long 

I've been talking, I've been listening 

I've been playing my song 

I've been hoping you'd would be leaving 

honestly you're not 

I'm not with you, 

but i miss you...